You Will Never Know About Me

you will never know about me

You will never know about me
If you see only from inside
Your dusty eyes.

And you will never know me
If you hear
With your folded leaves of ears.

You broke your feeling to feel nothing.
Your coward brain
Stay sadly in your ball crown.
Your careless heart has melted
Leaving your body in blindness.
Your unbelieving
Eats you, through your humanity.

You will never know about me
If you feel me
Pessimistically.

Sehembus Makna Sayang

       “Sayang…!?” Kata itu kan yang engkau maknakan!? Di kala percakapan bisu yang menyita kita waktu itu, engkau begitu kuat memaknainya untukku, sehingga kau buat kaku hatiku menjadi peluh, dan kau seret diriku hingga merasa pilu.

       “Sayang…” Ku maknai kini, ku maknai kala itu memang harus terhembus untuk mu, terhembus halus melalui ucapan ku. Namun engkau seperti mengingkar, kau mengingkar apa yang telah kau ajarkan padaku. Seolah engaku menyeretku kelembah remang yang menyesakkan.

     “Sayang…” Katamu itu harus diperjuangkan. Hinakah diriku tuk memaknai itu kepada dirimu!? Atau kurang pantaskah caraku tuk memaknai itu!? Maaf tindak – tandukku jika engkau menjadi tak menentu… Karena yang ku tahu, ku hanya berusaha berjuang memaknainya untukmu, karena ku sayang.

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Art the Pain

       Oh…. Thy… The sorrow blanket so tightly… The gloomy that unwillling pass so mistily. Why Thou let her engrave…? Why Thou let the pain carve sturdily?

       Embraced by a deadly Cupid, Thou were realised. The Cupid came with bright blue skies that fulfilled Thy became the catastrophe.

       Oh… Thy… Scratch the relief of her then taste it’s pain, taste it till Thou could art it.

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The Cloud in the Spring

Cloud in the Spring

From what the God said
From what the nature sing
From where the place which unlike crowded town.
The place where is the green hug you warmly
The sadness song is heard like in heaven

The cloud may watch me from above they live,
And the rain drop gently to come by.
But everything offer the peace which draw the romantic scenery,
The romantic which are cold, gloomy, but it feel softly and gently.

When the green smile,
The cloud shy lovely in their gloomy.
All become one in the romantic scenery.

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The Smiling Grass

Smiling Grass

They are warm, wave at me
On the hill’s foot, when I pass through
They shine in their light green
They smile in their own art
Their beauty are immortal.

It make me believe in angels,
The angels of earth
When I see the smiling grass wave at me,
I know the angels are exist in them.

What a beauty on the earth
What a beauty from God’s hand-made.

I know about what the art means
But, they make me to learn.
Learn something that can’t be learn
Something which is can’t be explain, but can be understand.

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Karam di Samudramu

karam di samudramu

Sudah kepalang remuk hati ini,
Terlalu lekat berkarang dirimu
Di dalam benak ku.

Sungguh tak mampu lagi ku bernada ucap dalam hari – hari ku.
Tak mampu lagi berpikir jernih tuk menghalau karang – karang dirimu,
Karang yang merekat di dalam akar jiwaku.

Apalah yang cacat dari tindak – tandukku, Hingga kau berpijak mundur menjauh dari hadapanku.

Takut rasa nya tuk terpejam tatkala raut mu terpendar di balik kelopak mataku,
Disetiap malam yang terasa selalu abu – abu bagiku.

Ingin rasanya ku lucuti kerak – kerak dirimu,
Namun raga ini bagai terpecut lumpuh dan rasa ini begitu memilu.

Ku takutkan kan karam hati ini kelak, karam di samudra mu,
Karam, hingga tak bisa lagi kubangkitkan diriku.

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Belenggu Karena Asa

belenggu karena asa

Asa… Begitulah ia menjamah dan menggoda
Memupuk hampa hati dengan rasa
Kadang memupuk bahagia bersama luka
Hingga membutakan jiwa tanpa daya.

Terbelenggu hampaku dengan rasa
Rasa suka, sayang namun tak bernama
Kadang ia datang menghujam dan meluka
Meninggalkan perih bersimbah keraguan.

Baiknya kah tuk melangkah berlawan arah?
Kala segalanya belum terlalu jauh terlangkah
Atau menapak dengan tergagap?
Tuk tahu apakah terang atau hanya gelap.

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Divorce

Divorce

We are facing the broken lips of promise.
The rose stops blooming.

Anything that has said to heaven is nothing,
But a lie

The God place that we live for has gone.
Everything that happened is about earth.
About satisfaction,
Our physical meat.

We left someone crying behind us.
Someone that we though a gift.
But now it feels like the fruit of passion.

Our tongue are still talking about love,
But there is no more.
Our tongue are talking that everything is fine,
But there was fine.

Everything ends.
Everything will not the same.
No love till the end.

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Datangnya Cinta

datangnya cinta

Cinta kan datang menghampiri.
Datang dalam berbagai cara yang unik.

Suatu cerita cinta tergambar
Dalam kesunyian dan indahnya malam.
Bulan dan bintang menatap dan tersenyum manis
Dalam kilauannya.
Menatap dua anak manusia
Yang saling mengikat janji dan saling mencinta.

Hewan-hewan malam
Ikut menyenandungkan irama-irama nan indah.
Udara malam bertiup lembut melindungi.
Kunang-kunang memberikan cahaya yang kemilauan.
Suara air sungai mengalir tenang.
Bunga-bunga indah yang memberikan wanginya,
Berkibar-kibar seraya ikut bergembira.

Kehangatan malam dan keharmonisan suasana,
Menggambarkan kesejatian cinta abadi.

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